yesTerDay Once More~

how i wish it was yesterday once more, the long awaited holiday and get-away from my busy work place (ironically i sedang curi ayam bloggin') trip to penang, and the stop in ipoh,the furthest and i guess the most i can practically afford and go to with my limiting budget. But a visit to the old oriental or the so called pearl of orient was rejuvinating and refreshing after the long hours of energy draining driving, although my new found friend Jin and I drove down from ipoh to penang in an hour..

ipoh wasnt much with limited stores and places to go and same ol' Sa Hor Fun' so i`m gonna skip it..i would say that penang is much more like the happening twin of ipoh which is larger and filled with bustling traffic.. only that i was there i realised that it was the same old food, same old place, same old rowdy people.. with exceptions of certain new malls and reclaimed land..

rite, penang.. all famous for its Kek Lok Si, Char Kuey Tiao and Asam Laksa.. people never really do care bout being hyginic and the cleaniness of the surroundings... i guess its a asian thing.. we eat all kinds of food.. ignored of the cleaniless.. :) and there is the CKT.. the goggle aunty and famously ignorant and snobbish left hand helper.. gosh~! they would never take your order and would ask you to leave if u cant wait but ironically with the unfriendly and the customer unfriendly mood that people still swarm to her.. i dont taste any difference in it but nevertheless it is a famous place to go in penang.. blame the publicity.. THE FALSE ONE~!! ahah

Publicity.. it's how you would make your business expand and take the big chunck of cake out from your customers wallet.. not all possible yummy fud in penang had their fair share of pulicicty.. but some do survive despit their lack of adverts and marketing.. some simply indonesian aunty in her i dont know what age making the ever so yummy layer cake.. i am apalled that her customers are usually people from outside penang going to UK and Singapore but never the penang people.. maybe thats what they call the hidden pearl within a bigger pearl.. but i think due to aging her cake tastes less better but nevertheless it still better than most layer cakes.. ;)

The penang people.. hakka.. or fukkien.. its all *&^&(@#!&$)!@ and i am really distorted by that.. its like being a chinese and you are driven out by your own people by their language~! i cant understand a shit! besides kanasai~ and i dont even know thats hakka or not.. hahaha..

Maybe and Just Maybe i would wIsh its yesterday once more..

Ahhhhhhh...Hommeee.....

Bday BdaY~!

rite i always get commented that i dont put up the pictures i snap with my camera and i always get criticised for that.. so here it is~!

okay this one was a Peek-a-boo shot so it was blur but i guess my she was too

and f.y.i nv play with foreign kids in a restaurant.. they`d pour drinks on u.... 8p

ComPlexity

rite, work has been hogging my time and most of my free time too.. so i dont have much time to really waste time.. haha..
even thou work has been hectic but i just couldnt sit there and let my life drown into a workaholic yet.. at the rate i`m perceiving my self to be going i`ll be 30, bald and single.. haha.. get thepicture? so nevertheless i started to read some books..meet up with old (i mean really dates way back) friends.. and gosh to my suprise how have every one changed.. or transformed( sidetrack- TRANSFORMERS IS DA BOMB~!! HAHA) some people who used to be really closed to me just didnt turn out what i would have imagined them to be.. i mean literaterated, nice family and they just turn themselves to poop.. wrong bunch of friends.. getting into useless trouble and what not..
it pushes me back to my high school memories where once i told myself i wanna be soemthign by this age.. and i look back the track where i`ve walked.. i just end up to ask.. where am i? maybe i shud be contempted of who i turned out to be.. at the very least i`m not or i think at least i am not someone useless and uneducated.. at least i turned out to be a profesionnal... and i`m glad..
a friend told me.. what u think ure in might not be what ure in or what ure doing.. i guess thats quite true.. most often we think that we are something but actually we are not really 'that somethign' we are being.. sucks huh? how is it then that we know who we really are? my answer is.. look at people around u.. u are what other are around u.. u stick with stuckups.. ure it.. u stick with humble and contented people.. ure it.. well at least thats what i think the general guideline is.. people define u with who u hang out with..
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i really wanna post some pictures of trips here and there.. but i guess time has been taken off me and work has been piling up on my schedule.. i dunno i really wanna drop everything off and run off to a remote island and just chill out.. but then again.. wheres the money.. hehe.. and on top of that.. sad to say that i have yet to have a nice travel companion ever since i got back.. unlike U KAREN WONG (my dog shit detector~!) and SWEI (my urhh.. blur friend who gets locked out of the tube) haha.. if you guys are reading this.. lemme know what are ure plans.. i really need a break~!

UtoPia DoesnT exisT~

dont u agree? it doesnt.. things just shits up more and more as time passes by.. and by time u`ll realise the world is actually a pile of shit and ure some of the flies hovering around it.. haha.. bad description of the world..

shiacks.. today i did something minute but very very wrong that almost cost me my future.. was really really tensed.. and it was soon that i discoveered that the world which reeks with power domination only succumbs u to be either a suck up or get suck... shit~!! i am GONNA GET SUCKED SOOON~~!!!! U watch it... ehehe.. pls pls pls.. spit out all u're dirty thoughts..

rite like i say.. the world was born a dog eat dog world.. a power heirachy invisible to us which we naively believe that the world is actually fair and tell u kids.. its not.. not in all worlds.. not even the closest relationship or office ure most familiar with.. even u and ure mind.. its always a power struggle to see who is the dominant one or who is the one getting riden tonite.. haha..

shesssh..