Hey Old MAn~

i`m sure we have lost at least some things valueble to us..money, family, freinds, loved ones.. i guess its only when u are old or mature enough u only reflect upon ureself and realise how much u have actually lost and how deeply remorseful u are for that loss.. but on another hand again, if u had never loss such things you would have never learn and grow..

first day 22, realising that i would have to shave more often and maybe growing an inch taller again (fingers crossed), was nothing special and its just like an yother day on the calender.. i found a stack of cards in my drawer and it was those cards which i kept all this years which dated back to my highschool and as i read it, i realised that i have actually had many good friends which some were lost, or some which changed.. though we are still friends today, it just isnt the same as those days where laughter and responsiblity-free faces were all around..

i hope i dont sound old enough like Frank Sinatra to sing 'My way'.. i dont think i`m so old yet~ or so dead.. but i`m preety sure things are starting to dawn upon me that i should stop behaving like i used to..sheesh..

i just feel that i really need a vacation now or sometime off here to get some 'thiking time' on my my.. i dont know but i just feel that my life is so unorganised now.. thou i am working by i guess socially i am going down the drain at least.. and its rather sad to leave that socialite role of urs to pursue into somehting else. .i guess you dont need many friends,but a handful to keep your chin up would do.. and to a certain few who were with me today, although nothing much had happened to feel today was great, but knowing it u 2 and a good seafood dinner is great enough for me.. :)

AsAm Mou Lou GonG~!

yesh, i am back in Lovely KL for 2 weeks and i havent been out much cept for being a lazy turtle in my house.. haha.. missed my bed loads and nv thought that it was soooooooooo comfy.. i lie u not, my bed has alot of comments from ppl tht its comfy (dont get it the wrong way) haha..
well the first few day wasnt much of a happy mood for me, everything was so hot and sticky feeling on ur skin is unescapable (or so to say).. then my tummy hadda adjust to msian food sadly and i couldnt eat all the guud food thts around for me to devour~! omg... sad sad.. when it seemed that the sun had dawned on my only comes the stupid sore throat i`ve been having ever since landing.. not only that but i had spend like gazillions when i am bck in KL just by getting everything in my room and car to the way it used to be..
talking bout gettin around in kl, one thign.. pot holes.. the god dammed pot holes.. i hate em', everytime i see one on the road now all i`ll be seeing is RM500 a pothole... i guess the pot holes in kl have just about every assholes tht DBKL have.. shit.. cause of the damm pot hole i hadda change my tyre in the middle of the frikin rain and cost me 500 bucks to get a new tyre.. shiat.. talk bout being poor.. i`ve never felt so poor b4 not even in bristol..
i noticed that things has increased relatively in prices and not to mention that the 'materialism' thingy is getting into msians too.. just few months i was gone and people in kl branded themselves... LV, Gucci, to the Fake 69 'gucci' mark.. ahaha.. but heck its guud tht ppl here are finally gettin some sense of fashion in them.. but the 'lalas' are just 'lalas' and it will nv go.. haha
well what can i say.. this is truely MSia, and its even 50 yrs of independance that Msia is celebrating.. not forgetting to mention tht now they have the Mata Msia.. haha.. once i saw it i turned back my car and told my self i`m not going back there.. i mean gawd~! it looks like a god damm ferris wheel, i mean it is a ferris wheel.. but even if u havent seen london eye u`ll feel its ciplak.. haha but dont misunderstand me for not being patriotic.. i mean..at least to a certain very least extent... hahah
much has changed around my life in kl, u know the place i dwell in, i hang out in.. ppl getting richer, and the the showoffs and suckups are always there.. but hey this is the Msian life.. u suck where the money is.. at least to certain ppl.. to all u out there.. i dont suck sorry to say, i get sucked.. haha.. (perception on this point is vital not to be misunderstood.. haha) i dont have a thing for homoes.. but shiat i dunno why i keep seeing them arnd, thts ok actually but nnoooooo... i forgot to mention they like to check me out~! gawd gives me the chills.. i had my newcastle exp, and i wouldnt like to repeat it here again.. conclusion~ i need a date~! haha
cant blog much now cause of the stupid streamyx connectiong which is super duper slow and sukcy.. so it takes ages to load pages and on top of that i`ll be starting the super boring life which everyone will be going to start..ie. work~ haha.. so less time for fun more for curi tulang.. haha..